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Really starting to feel like if I dropped off the face of the Earth the only people who'd notice would be the family I live with. And they would only care because of the things they'd now have to do.
But online? No one would notice. My "friends"? Haven't felt genuine care from them in years at this point. My partner? Haven't felt like much of a priority lately. I feel like everyone's "I have nothing better to do so I guess I'll talk to Kaz to pass the time until something better comes along."
Despite feeling like no one gives two shits, I'm still trying to engage. It's netted me nothing. So I don't know how long I'll keep trying before I do what I always do. Fade out of people's lives like I was never there. Leave before I'm officially left.
But online? No one would notice. My "friends"? Haven't felt genuine care from them in years at this point. My partner? Haven't felt like much of a priority lately. I feel like everyone's "I have nothing better to do so I guess I'll talk to Kaz to pass the time until something better comes along."
Despite feeling like no one gives two shits, I'm still trying to engage. It's netted me nothing. So I don't know how long I'll keep trying before I do what I always do. Fade out of people's lives like I was never there. Leave before I'm officially left.
